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Anak Ucop
*akaun ini akan delete dengan sendirinya dlm masa 3 bulan lagi*

3 lives, 3 different story and 1 happy day..
pakcik,congratz on your engagement..
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| Remember the lines that go: And I’m aware…I’m in love but you don’t care? Yep, you guessed it, my binding theme for this entry.
Honestly, I was quite hesitant to write about this because I feel quite strongly about the said lines. I didn’t want to trash it or do it such vile injustice. But I also thought a lot of people would more or less relate to this topic because I guess at some point they had once “loved” a person who seemed to be utterly clueless and oblivious to the his or her affection. The one-sided phenomenon.
When you think you’ve fallen for someone, the only thing that seems to matter is for that person to approximately reciprocate the way you feel for him or her. You make that person like you. But sometimes that making-him-like-me process can be so excruciating! It’s always a load of mind games and the over-analysis of things. Especially if you’re like me who tends to shred everything into bits, every minute detail, nothing is spared. I view this so-called process as a challenge but sometimes, challenges aren’t so fun anymore when the goal is too out of sight and out of reach. It’s like quicksand. The more you struggle, the more you sink. It’s standing on shaky ground, or in this case, no ground at all. No one’s going to catch you. Maybe it’s only for the stalwart-hearted and the strong-willed soul.
But in end, who enjoys pursuing someone who doesn’t seem to give a damn? Who enjoys being hurt all too often? We reach a point where self-love enters the picture. We could choose to continue but we know we shouldn’t. Maybe it’s time to realize that not everything goes the way we it to regardless of how persistent we are.
I’m in love but you don’t care.
Maybe he does care.
But not enough.
Maybe he does find you wonderful and fun and nice.
But not enough.
And perhaps, he does like you.
But not enough.
It’s not enough for him to let down his guard, to take a step closer. And knowing with all that was said, that nothing is enough, you should find in that enough reason to slowly let go. That you do deserve someone better. With love along with all its stupidity and beauty, there comes a point where you realize you don’t want to listen to sad love songs, or watch drippy movies, or read schmaltzy stories, you want the real thing not a mere reflection of it. So there, it’s time to stop. Stop not because you’re hurting, not because you’re sad, not because you’re scared.
BUT because YOU LOVE. More.
November 27, 2006
ok2, last entry yg jiwang ^_^
Nadia Anak Ucop |
From what u guys can see, i’m not a writer..
sgt malas mau menulis sbb sy pikiaq (tetibe bahase kedah lak) lagi laju dari tgn yg menulis.
lagi 1, biler sy tulis.mesti mau sertakan gambar. So biler tade gambar. Maka diam2 ajelah blog ini ^_^
mlm ni janji tulis!
p/s: kadang2 ‘aku’ kadang2 ’sy’ kadang ‘i’ kadang2 ‘didie’
bergantung pada mood ketika itu
Nadia Anak Ucop
Upgrade boyfriend 5.0 to husband 1.0 - pentium8 version
Dear IT Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as EPL 5.0, NBA 3.0 and ESPN 2.0. And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I’ve tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do?
Regards,
Desperate
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Reply:
Dear Desperate,
First keep in mind; Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0. If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5. But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files. Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0. In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance. I personally recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 6.9.
Good Luck,
IT Support
just for fun
http://personaljournal-me.blogspot.com -yuhaniz ^_^
Seorang gadis yang menyimpan rasa cinta pada seorang teruna tidak akan bertindak di luar batasan jika ada perasaan malu di hati. Dia percaya, cinta seumpama itu hanya dapat disuburkan melalui ikatan perkahwinan. tetapi jika bukan jodohnya, dia rela memendam rase kepada si teruna dan rasa cinta itu satu waktu akan hilang dengan sendirinya bila Allah pertemukan jodohnya dengan teruna lain…::
kata2 yang dipetik dari fesbuk oleh arni..
something for me to ponder and think.. ( my 3rd post for today.. )
so..i’m bored at work.
seriously, i need to get a LIFE!
moral down kejap.
hepi balik biler tingat mlm ni terawih and esok puasa!
Syukur sgt2 pada Allah
SAYA SUKA MAIN FACEBOOK
HARI HARI SAYA MAIN FACEBOOK
BOSS TAKDE! JOM MAIN FACEBOOK!
sgt bosan occayh kalo hari2 pergi kerja tade challange..the same routine hari2.Da la tade member
hukhuk
I just mind my own business,buat bodo and balik tepat pada pukul 530.
Nadia Anak Ucop yg buhsan
(p/s: tapelah, dari duduk umah tanam anggur, baik kerja main fb dpt duit ^_^)
Date: Saturday 15th August 2009
Time: 800am till i dunno
So as y’all know, my convo was last saturday.My facebook status and messages all had been about how excited i am. ^_^ Anyhow, early morning (not that early pon, around 10++) siap2 nak pergi college, and then, ummi (muka masam mencuka sebab amir buat hal) keluar dari bilik. Aku pon x berani la nak tegur, silap2 kang kene marah plak kan. So diam jela, buat2 hal2 sendiri. Then, as tgh siap2 nak keluar rumah…
ummi: eh jap2
aku: nape mi?
ummi: (keluar bilik dgn muka bangga) nak amik gambar anak ummi jap. Ummi beli camera ni khas tok nadia nak convo tau. (sambil senyum2)
aku: malu la mi, nnt la kite amik gmbr ek
ummi: alaaaaa, kejap jek.
(then she began clicking away, taking candid pictures..sgt comel ok my mommy ni :D)
so then i went to college, melepak bilik yan and aimo. Nak pakai jubah convo UM u seryesly need great help!
Konon, nak convo ni, muka nak la comel2 sket. So sedara yan was there to help us. So, i was the one who’s gonna get my face done first since aimi and yan tgh lagi bersiap2. So, she put a mixture of PINK and PURPLE eyeshadow and my god, pink really looks bad on me. The make up was great tp pink just ‘kenot go lah’ with my skin texture. Da pusing2, satu bilik tu camne nak buat, so in the end, blasah jela..wat de hecccck ^_^
Then, shimama plak dtg, nak suh tlg2 pakaikan baju convo, after that menyusul kecik and sarah, then menyusul didie keding. Sila bayangkan lah betapa sesak dan berkepamnye bilik kolej doblas yg kecik itu.
Dr satu ujung ke ujung lain, aku hanya dengar..
‘..WEH, TLG AKU WEH..!’
‘..PIN MANER PIN..!!’
‘..CAMNE NIEEEEEE NAK PAKAI..!!’
Then, saper tah call, ckp da nak kene berbaris.Mcm superman, semua dgn heels vogue the vast (baru beli, belum kua dari kotak lagik) terus keluar and main capai jek kete mana2 yang nampak.
Da sampai dalam dewan peperiksaan (tempat nak berkumpul) terus carik2 bayangan Nadiah..
‘..didie! sini2! awak beratur depan kiter..!’
okkk, selamat ader Nadiah..hee~
So, alkisahnye..name kitaorg start dgn NA so mmg depan tu berbaris la jejaka2 yang hurup starting dgn MOHD..ngeh2..and as i recall, ader dlm 6/7 girls dlm barisan kitaorg ^_^
Da mcm perbarisan hari merdeka, kami berarak ke DTC (Dewan Tunku Chancellor) and seated according to the numbers given earlier.
Masuk2 dewan, kepala meliar2 carik maner ummi. Tadaa, dia duduk depan skali occayhhh..hehe.siap amir buleh masuk lagi tuh. (bangga2 ;D)
Bla bla bla, tiba mase lecturer and tukang bagi scroll masuk dewan..bla bla bla..
‘..Dgn kuasa yg diberikan kepada saya..bla2..’
this goes on and on and on, mata lagi 1mm da nak terlelap (buleh tak nak, da nak grad pon sempat nak terlelap) nadiah tepuk peha..
‘..DIDIE, SHAFIZUL DA TUNANG!’
Terus terbeliak ko..hahahaha.
Then utk menghilangkan rase2 bosan kami, we snap2 some pics time tengah tunggu the tukang kasik scroll tu bercakap.
Finally, the moment has come. Starts with the students yga grad dengan pointer 3.7 above (tatau ape tah name tu) so sorg2 amik, the name calling was soooo fast sampai tersilap nama! Ader yg tanak jalan amik scroll sbb its not their name kot, tp tukang jaga barisan push2 them. Sgt kesian. Buleh nampak kat muka dorg yg tak puas hati. Yelah, blajar pnat2 nak dpt pointer hebat, tp time grad name salah. Pity them la. And trime kasih la hanya sorg jek melayu kan yang dpt distinction which is Idayu. So, biler time Idayu nak keluar amik scroll, name cina yg keluar, sah2 nampak sgt salah, sebelum ni maybe ramai tak perasan sbb cina je yg amik scroll.so then, halfway idayu nak amik scroll (kne jalan gak wlpn name salah sbb en nizam suruh) name idayu was called out. Then gemuruh laaa 1 dewan tu tepuk tgn. Sampai lecturer pon da geleng2 pala dah.
skip2, then it was my turn lak. My biggest fear is mase convo is takot tersadung ke, terpeleot ke, or the jatuh mortar board tu ke. tp alhamdulillah, sme ok. Ayah nadia ckp,
‘..didie jalan kerkedek2..cit cit cit..’
HAHAHAHAH
weeeeell, da org nye kecik kan, nak wat cemane..the only thing i remembered mase amik scroll tu is after da announce name
NADIA YUSOF.. (alamak, nape cam jauh nye jalan nak ke makcik tu, %^&* lambatnye aku jalan argghh)
*makcik refers to tukang bag scroll aka ketua hakim perempuan pertama)
and i smiled mcm tah pa pe jek (makcik tu muka kerek jek bagi scroll kan, cam tade perasaan haha)..and that was it. the 5 sec of my life that i was waiting for utk 4taun. worth every minute of it.
to be continued..
Sempena esok nak grad, today i got the jitters..tetibe rase tak sabo la plak kan..hehe..so i took the day off, (sy diarrhea).
So awal2 pagi, lagak mcm nak g keje tp siap2 lepak2 kolej sama yan n aimi, burak2 pastu da tatau nak buat ape.Perut still berdangdut,tp wat dono jela.Sat g pergi clinic.
Regarding the post yesterday, maaf la pada saper2 yg terasa..
I’m just a normal human being who makes mistakes and constantly trying to make up for it..lagi2 nak puasa kan (lagi excited) so mohon seribu keampunan..huu~
FYI, duit gaji tinggal rm100 dari *ehem ehem* (sikit sgt sampai malu nak cakap ^_^). Bought ummi a gold pendant,amir a sushi set (tersipu2 dia sebab suka sangat) and ayah bwk dier jenjalan shopping2 sket. And as for me, 2 pairs of shoes! yeay!
But eventho duit gaji tak seberapa, and nilai yang nak diberikan pada family tu pon tak seberapa, but a least there’s a feeling of accomplishment that u’ve try to make your family happy, and wlpn tinggal rm100 jek dalam bank, tapi there’s a sense of satisfaction..Mudah2han berkat doa mak bapak and adik (kire ke dier ni?) dimurah2kan la rejeki gue.
p/s: ESOK CONVO! ^_^
(aku nak bungeeeee tp tarak sapa mau kasik..hukhuk)
p/p/s: argghhh, nape tetibe muka ader jerawat! shuhhh!
Nadia Anak Ucop